I Know What You Are Thinking About =) !

Hey guys ,

You're probably wondering why i'm not that often on buzznet ...
 well , first , because SCHOOL stated and it's driving me insane , exams started and all that shit again =S ...
second , because of Ramadhan ( A month where muslims fast ) ..and this is the PROBLEM .... This year i don't know what happens to me but i lost lot of kilos in 20 days  - 6 kilos - .... and i'm so worried about that i don't know what to do !!
Mother told me that i have to eat well , but I EAT WELL ..and nothing happens..... i'm waiting for dady to come from his travel so i can go to the doctor .... i'm Sad =( !
Third , i don't have enough time to take pictures and stuff... i think i don't have time to do anything for my friends on buzznet ... i'm sorry =;( !

Well , That is all....Hope u'll all understand me !! ........ I'm depressing guys =( !!

Bye ... I'll write as soon as i'll  be alright =/ !

Hello everyone ,
Like you see those last times i start prooving to my friends that i love them by making them some banners that i'm still learning how to make them . Right ? =)
So I make banners for those who I love and who are always here to encourage me to take more pictures and stuff etc... and who are always here to ask for my problemes and my life......NOT TO THOSE WHO I EVEN DON'T KNOW THEIR NAMES !!!!
Please , I'm talking for those who I don't know who they are and who always send me messages and notes or whatever asking for banners ...You have to be my friend so i can make one for you .... and please , i wan real friends , not those that when i made a banner for them they didn't even say Hello to me !!


Well let me impose some rules here :


That's all I think !! All my REAL friends have to know that i love them soo much !! And all my BANNERS friends - those who are my friend just to make a banner for them - have to know that i know what they want ^^ and they're not going to have a banner =D !!

Bye bye now =) !!
FadzoO

Whaaat ??? what what what what what ???
I'm a buzznet music guide of MSI you said ???
Tell it's not true , tell it's not truue !!!
YAAAYY =D "full of hapiness"
it's amzing guys ^^ Are you happy for me ?? Are you happy for me ?? =D
I hope soo ^^
Thx a lot to Parasonycyouth for giving me the music guide badge ^^ I love you =D
Thx a lot to buzznet =)
But I really have a lot to do in the MSI comunity =S i have to work hard ....so sorry guys if i don't have time to comment ur stuff or post u a comment ...but i do my best to won't forget my real friends =) !
Btw : join my new MSI group on buzznet =) : www.buzznet.com/group/mindlessselfindulgence/
thx a lot again =)
Bye =)

Hello =) ,

well i just want to share with u something that i'm happy for it and something that i'm cause of it !

let's start with the happy news =) :

Those last days i really start feeling that i have some really best friends around here who really get sad when i'm sad and be happy when i'm happy =D

 thx from the bottom of my heart to :

Anrathebadangel , or simply Anra ,(and btw i wanna say congrats to her cause she become an OG ^^ ) for posting this for me =D :

 http://anrathebadangel-photo.buzznet.com/user/photos/little-flower-fadzoo/?id=33601661            Check it out ^^ !

Hannamcr , for posting those beautiful flowers ^^ :

http://hannamcr-hannahajime.buzznet.com/user/photos/for-fadzoo/?id=33675241                         check it out ^^ !

And for Mcrrthabest for helping me and making me forget about the BAD PARTY " check out the previous journal to know what i'm talking about" !

thx a lot guys ^^ u're all awsome =D !

Sadness now =( :

Our love Caliw is going to leave buzznet =( ....that breaks my heart cause i really love her from all my heart and she decided to go and leave us alone on buzznet =( !

check out her last journal T_T !   http://caliw.buzznet.com

Well if u read that Cali , i want u to know that we ALL LOVE YOU FROM ALL OUR HEARTS !

T_T

I'm soo sad =(....u know why ??

The party =(.....the 1980's  party.....i was so happy to go there but things turns in the wrong way......I dunno why but i didn't like it seriously......!!

First i've just weared a black dress and black shoes...not the 1980 clothes...

guys start looking at me like if i was a bitch...i hated it =(.....girls start coming to say that a guy want to dance with me and stuffs.....guys = shit.....I was a bitch =( !

I hate beeing that girly seriously...when i be it...this is the result...i'm  a bitch =( !

 

I'mm really soo sad right now , u can't imagine how , i'm depressed again =( !

Chemicalrainbowz had tagged me !

30 Random facts about me

°list 30 random facts about you
°tag 4 other people to do it too.

1. I have a secret talent wich i can't show it to a public because i'm shy . 

2.I'm not a liar and i don't hate liars ^^ !

3. I love someone sooo much even if he doesn't  even know that i exist ! ( i think u know who )
4. I love summer soo much =) !

5. I love colors and wearing something colorful but i can't cause then people will start calling me "clown" ( i know kinds of pople here on my country ) !

6. my pet is a turtle ...i love her soo much ...i love u LOULOU ^^

7. I hate dogs and cats =S !

8. I say all my secret to my best friend !

9. I can't live without music =)

10. I can work as a made to see MCR on a concert !

11. I love lollipops =)

12. my grandma is the only person that i miss soo bad right now " she's dead =( "
13. I'm popular on my high school just because i wear weird clothes !

14. I love mama soo hard !

15. I hate when my sister makes me angry !

16. I have more friends on the internet than in the real life !

17. I love skateboarding a lot !

18. My drug is " internet"

19. I've smoked one day !
20. i've already sean a dead person ( it was horrible)
21. one day i drunk a lot and start doing stupid things T_T ( i don't wanna remember that )
22. I love babies =D
23. my dream is beeing a rockstar

24. MCR is my first band and i'm still loving them from the bottom of my heart ( u can't imagine how )

25. I hate school !
26. I hate a teacher a loooot ( cause i don't know why she hates me )
27. I'll give my heart to meet gerard one day

28. I wish i was lynz ( not of her tatoos , not cause she's a bass player on a band , cause she's the wife of a hero )
29. I love gerard , my yellow bracelet ^^ it's called gerard =D

30. I love buzznet =)

I tag : Anrathebadangel , mcrrthabest , mychemqueen ,asherah

Hi Hi Hi =) !!

well , in the 6 April 2008 our school organise a party : we must wear clothes of the years 1980 !!

I don't know what to wear T_T !!

can you please help me with : Links , pictures , suggestions ... ??

please =) !!

thank you ^^ !

 

 

Hi my friends =) !!

If you did the remarque , i always post journal when i don't feel good =D ..... but this time i'll post somthing when i'm happy =D !!

okey , lets start !!

First , i went on a terrific party last saturday , i just can't describe how i had fun =D !!

do u want some pictures of it ??? !! If yes i'll post them , even if the quality isn't that good ( i broke my camera and we took pictures with zinas camera )!

Second , i think i'll be a buzznet original =) !! check out that link :  http://www.buzznet.com/groups/buzznetoriginals/forum/topics/269151/?last=1&R=161200427

I want to say thx specially to : Malutkalucy

and : Rockinponda

thx a lot =) !!

COMMENT IF YOU WANT ME TO POST PICTURES OF SATURDAY4S PARTY =) !!

That's all for today i guess =) !

oww btw , thx to all my friends who encourage me to live and gives me advices when i was depressed =) !! thx from the bottom of my heart ! =)

ciao ^^

 

Hey , guys !!

just wanna say that i'm soo depressed !! can someone help me ??

I can't just stop crying ....lots of work ...lots of problemes .... and school is the main problem.....!!

I worked soo much , after that , a bad mark in MATHS ?? Sucks a lot !!

I'm just tired .. so much work ...never relax.....run here and run there....it's TOO MUCH !!!

Can someone help me to get off from that depression ??

PS : I'll post a picture of my tears of today soon !!

T_T

Hello everybody First =D !

Today was horrible , let me tell you why :

we had a science lesson wich talk about frogs , okey , and we had to do some experiences , so the teacher give to all of us a frog so that we see what we can find in it bottom !

Are you crazy ??? am i going to do that ? come  on , I can't !==> that's what i said to Zina , my best friend who was sitting next to me ! and it was true , i can't do that !

well i take a picture of it : POOR FROG !

 

don't be afraid i didn't kill it =D I let it in the jar and at 3:30pm i let it in the nature so that it live a new life =) !!

Hello guys !

well i think i won't be back on buzznet ! I know what is ur question right now ==> Why ??

I 'll answer you =====> cause of the FUCKING school !!

I am in a year were i must study well , soo mum thinks about that and forbid me to use the computer all the week exept Saturday but on that day i must use it just for 2 hours =( !

Fucking sad ! well , just comments my picture and post me notes and add me as a friend : i'll add you back each saturday and i'll reply ur comments each saturday too !

Bye =( !

Kiss : FadzoO

Well  , like u see in my profile i'm 15 , so i'm still studying in the hight school .... well , i creat some MCR and GD wallpapers if i find time ... but if not i don't .... soo please wait me a little bit cause it's hard to creat a wallpaper , i can't find time sometimes ...! please , wait me and if you need any wallpaper  of any band post me a note and the name of the band i'll creat you something extra ^^ !

I hope you can understand me !

 

Love ......FadzOo

Well , today ( 2 january 2008 )  is my b-day , I am 15 , I am sick , I am in love , I am depresed and I feel like I didn't do anything special in all the 15 years !

Give me advices please ..... HELP ! sniiiff