well i just want to share with u something that i'm happy for it and something that i'm cause of it !

let's start with the happy news =) :

Those last days i really start feeling that i have some really best friends around here who really get sad when i'm sad and be happy when i'm happy =D

 thx from the bottom of my heart to :

Anrathebadangel , or simply Anra ,(and btw i wanna say congrats to her cause she become an OG ^^ ) for posting this for me =D :

 http://anrathebadangel-photo.buzznet.com/user/photos/little-flower-fadzoo/?id=33601661            Check it out ^^ !

Hannamcr , for posting those beautiful flowers ^^ :

http://hannamcr-hannahajime.buzznet.com/user/photos/for-fadzoo/?id=33675241                         check it out ^^ !

And for Mcrrthabest for helping me and making me forget about the BAD PARTY " check out the previous journal to know what i'm talking about" !

thx a lot guys ^^ u're all awsome =D !

Sadness now =( :

Our love Caliw is going to leave buzznet =( ....that breaks my heart cause i really love her from all my heart and she decided to go and leave us alone on buzznet =( !

check out her last journal T_T !   http://caliw.buzznet.com

Well if u read that Cali , i want u to know that we ALL LOVE YOU FROM ALL OUR HEARTS !

T_T

The party =(.....the 1980's  party.....i was so happy to go there but things turns in the wrong way......I dunno why but i didn't like it seriously......!!

First i've just weared a black dress and black shoes...not the 1980 clothes...

guys start looking at me like if i was a bitch...i hated it =(.....girls start coming to say that a guy want to dance with me and stuffs.....guys = shit.....I was a bitch =( !

I hate beeing that girly seriously...when i be it...this is the result...i'm  a bitch =( !

I'mm really soo sad right now , u can't imagine how , i'm depressed again =( !

30 Random facts about me

°list 30 random facts about you
°tag 4 other people to do it too.

1. I have a secret talent wich i can't show it to a public because i'm shy . 

2.I'm not a liar and i don't hate liars ^^ !

3. I love someone sooo much even if he doesn't  even know that i exist ! ( i think u know who )
4. I love summer soo much =) !

5. I love colors and wearing something colorful but i can't cause then people will start calling me "clown" ( i know kinds of pople here on my country ) !

6. my pet is a turtle ...i love her soo much ...i love u LOULOU ^^

7. I hate dogs and cats =S !

8. I say all my secret to my best friend !

9. I can't live without music =)

10. I can work as a made to see MCR on a concert !

11. I love lollipops =)

12. my grandma is the only person that i miss soo bad right now " she's dead =( "
13. I'm popular on my high school just because i wear weird clothes !

14. I love mama soo hard !

15. I hate when my sister makes me angry !

16. I have more friends on the internet than in the real life !

17. I love skateboarding a lot !

18. My drug is " internet"

19. I've smoked one day !
20. i've already sean a dead person ( it was horrible)
21. one day i drunk a lot and start doing stupid things T_T ( i don't wanna remember that )
22. I love babies =D
23. my dream is beeing a rockstar

24. MCR is my first band and i'm still loving them from the bottom of my heart ( u can't imagine how )

25. I hate school !
26. I hate a teacher a loooot ( cause i don't know why she hates me )
27. I'll give my heart to meet gerard one day

28. I wish i was lynz ( not of her tatoos , not cause she's a bass player on a band , cause she's the wife of a hero )
29. I love gerard , my yellow bracelet ^^ it's called gerard =D

30. I love buzznet =)

well , in the 6 April 2008 our school organise a party : we must wear clothes of the years 1980 !!

I don't know what to wear T_T !!

can you please help me with : Links , pictures , suggestions ... ??

please =) !!

thank you ^^ !

If you did the remarque , i always post journal when i don't feel good =D ..... but this time i'll post somthing when i'm happy =D !!

okey , lets start !!

First , i went on a terrific party last saturday , i just can't describe how i had fun =D !!

do u want some pictures of it ??? !! If yes i'll post them , even if the quality isn't that good ( i broke my camera and we took pictures with zinas camera )!

Second , i think i'll be a buzznet original =) !! check out that link :  http://www.buzznet.com/groups/buzznetoriginals/forum/topics/269151/?last=1&R=161200427

I want to say thx specially to : Malutkalucy

and : Rockinponda

thx a lot =) !!

COMMENT IF YOU WANT ME TO POST PICTURES OF SATURDAY4S PARTY =) !!

That's all for today i guess =) !

oww btw , thx to all my friends who encourage me to live and gives me advices when i was depressed =) !! thx from the bottom of my heart ! =)

ciao ^^

just wanna say that i'm soo depressed !! can someone help me ??

I can't just stop crying ....lots of work ...lots of problemes .... and school is the main problem.....!!

I worked soo much , after that , a bad mark in MATHS ?? Sucks a lot !!

I'm just tired .. so much work ...never relax.....run here and run there....it's TOO MUCH !!!

Can someone help me to get off from that depression ??

PS : I'll post a picture of my tears of today soon !!

T_T

Today was horrible , let me tell you why :

we had a science lesson wich talk about frogs , okey , and we had to do some experiences , so the teacher give to all of us a frog so that we see what we can find in it bottom !

Are you crazy ??? am i going to do that ? come  on , I can't !==> that's what i said to Zina , my best friend who was sitting next to me ! and it was true , i can't do that !

well i take a picture of it : POOR FROG !

don't be afraid i didn't kill it =D I let it in the jar and at 3:30pm i let it in the nature so that it live a new life =) !!